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There is so much i cant understand. i hate this fucking place...

I feel : blank

So Today was a major court marshall. One soldier from my unit was accused of rape by two women. Now assuming two women call rape he must of done something wrong. But both women were complete sluts, and married at the same time. One said she was raped by letting a drunk guy into her room. She said he was no threat. I dont know details of him jumping on her. Im pretty sure it mutual. His attorny asked her what was on her bedside table. She said 4 things: 1. a bottle of water 2. a set of keys 3. an alarm clock 4. a container of K Y Jelly. She then stated while she was getting raped she grabbed the KY and applied to her snatch. She never fought or screamed or even tried to get out of that situation. But she was "raped." The next week she was sending myspace messages to him stating that "we only have a few more days together and i hope i see you in the states."
The next female was stationed out here with her husband. He left to go back to the states and well they were having issues. She was downstairs and stated that she was going to a guys room so she can "go get some dick." During the actual trial she changed her story 4 times and didnt let her husband come. She prolly didnt want to get in trouble for sleeping around. Witnesses left and right were stating that she was going up there for it and also that she was sleeping around (aka getting trains ran on her). But instead of facts she used guilt. She sayed that she doesnt want to be in the army anymore and that since then her and her husband have had intimacy problems as well as relationship issues. She said she cant sleep at night as well. Well their issues was because she was a total whore and her sleeping with 5 men in my building after she was raped. Those were more hush hush. She basiclly was about to get caught by the army for sleeping around (which is illegal as hell). She cried rape, because the army tells these females that if they are "drunk" and they have sex they are raped. But if a guy is drunk and a woman has sex with them its nothing... The way they are doing this is all wrong. Well Pvt Claudio wasnt convicted. He was court marshalled, which meant one Officer (Colonel) decides the rest of his life. He was sentenced to 11 years in prison. All of the evidence was in his favor. He was more of a victim of scared married women that were out of control. People there were expecting him to lose and watched the whole trial considered it bullshit. This guy was a dirtbag maybe but didnt deserve this. People didnt even know him and were crying in the court that this could happen. The army used him to continue to scare sex out of soldiers, and gave evil women on more of a chance to use the one thing they have against us, their pussy. Like I said "if a girl is drinking and you have sex its rape" but its not the same for a guy whos drinking. Even if it is consentual sex amongst the two, its rape. Even if the guy is drunker its rape. The people of the army make me sick. This man will not be a free man till he is 35 years old he is 24 now.

I feel : crushed

haha I look back through out the years. I woulda smacked myself now.

Its been so long since ive been on this thing. Last year was my last post saying does this thing still exist... Well I joined the army and i am moving away....
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mike

well its post birthday day... i am no longer a teenager... we had fun i went to chillis got drunk n well you know the drill. So wish me a belated happy birthday....

I have a new hobby... I am "talking" to three women... all three of course dont know about eachother. All three have insisted that they love me. Well its the season for loving. or not. I am going to get every gilr i can to fall in love with (its really easy) and brake their evil whore hearts. I fucking hate these women, not all women but these dumb fucking hos that never shut up these dumb ass whores, there are exceptions in this but not too many But if you are a dumb ho look out cause im going to brake your heart you dumb bitch

I feel : pissed off

Family Reunion Today. Didnt know one person just like every year. so justins offering me some work pretty soon, get outa Fat Food Hell...Then ill have weekends and the evening to do whatever the fuck i want... It seems that I have to work now

Im mike jones

I feel : full

but you know how we do

Ok so the day began, ellies back in the hospital. that kills me all on its own, seeing her wired up bandaged like a cancer patent. why cant it be me? im the bad sibling, ive done on the drugs, ive been out to hurt people. But no innocent ellie is the one with the epilepsy. So i sat in the room with her trying to keep her occupied cause shes stuck there for 3 days. Then her ex comes in and she kicks me out, my day off i drive all the way to bayfront med center and spend all day with her as soon as her horomones kick in its like bro get out... So that aggrivated me so I just go to andrews apt, n hang out there, I noticed some people looking younger cause i havent been around a minor in a long time everyones chilling boxing having a good time then Bang bang repeativly happens at the door. I knew the knock from previous times in my life, and i woulda stressed it way back in the day, but now im sober i dont do anything so i was ready to take it on head on, cops start yellingget all the minors out get everyone out... half the people there run to the bathroom then you hear a flush. cops start trying to go in the door, but drew stops the basdards ( only smart thing he did) then tells everyone to get outside... bad mistake. I guess one kid there whom looked at least 18 wasnt, took a bunch of xanax or some shit n drank decided he was tough enough to box, he couldnt even stand strainght for the cops. they ended up putting him in an ambulance, telling me and everyone that was 18 we were going to jail...saying we contributed,i laughed it off. then the girl with him... thats another fucked up one, she couldnt speak, barely walk, n all that they called her mom, her mom came up to me ( the only sober person there yelling at me as if ive ever seen that girl b4, saying you think your hott shit im gonna make sure you people pay for waht happened to my daughter, i was thinking "its your own fault and your paying for it right now if you "care" about your daughter you would know where she was and what she was doing." I dont expect anyone to be a super parent but if your daughter is that fucked in the head then its your own fault and hers. So the complaint wouldnt be said to anyone, except drew n i guess some idiots did a beer run n while they did it some kids snuck out and their parents were looking for them saw the kids do it then followed em back to the aptn came and got their kids then called the cops. too bad that place was chillen when there wasnt a party... now too hott for me i know that. but hey who cares thats a boredom spot anyways, I should start reading again, that way im not around minors, n cops fuck all that cause now its 6 am n im going to bed too late or ealry depends on who you are...

I feel : envious

oww boxing night tonight i hurt...

I feel : sore

had a dream that someone fucked with my car. the urge for murder came about.

Well last night was crazy, fun lil party and getting pulled over, being drunk was fun, i thought some ppl stole my wallet so my dumbass took a bat where i thought it was, but i left it at robs apt. i was so dumb but a friend is getting married. im happy for her. took a friend with me too, that was funny to take a ghetto M&M white boy to a redneck party, but i missed drinking to brown eyed girl and sweet home alabama stuff. so it was cool, everyone there was like Oh my god man i havent seen you in a few years man fuck. oh well fuck it. Well right now its 417 am and theres a tornado watch due to the bands thrown off of arlene or whatever its name is. I think its a sign that we will get no hurricanes that the first is like a catergory one hitting us. I think that this year will suck. which sucks cause i love these storms.Well i was gonna go work on some landscaping and make some extra money tommorow but with this weather itll suck and half of everyone is in miami, id go but... work sucks, but heidi said shed take me to this kegger tommrow, good kegger house party, besides last week. i havent done shit like that in a while, i hope its a heiniken keg.
I think that sign that says SLOW CHILDREN PLAYING is mean.

I feel : ecstatic

Hey girl, I miss you, for everyday gone
And for the rest of my life Ill try to remain strong
Until we reunite, live on, your memory
From the seeds you planted gently
Thanks for being there for me
And all the time you spent with me
The Love sent for me, if I could only have that day back
To sit down and rap, shoot the breeze and have a chat
But the fact still remains, still later, on the day I have to meet our maker
I write my feelings on the paper, for now
Along the beach where you once played
I see you as you drive by, I feel you like your presence is there
I stop and I stare, I see the pictures of days we shared
Well aware that you cared, makin sure I was prepared for life
The hardships, the struggles, the garbage, and the troubles
That come with it, always kept my head lifted
I grip it close to my heart, everthing you taught me
My my girl my baby, you have my love for all eternity

I feel : drained

You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there.

There was a pizza delivery in tampa the other day. Some one called him to a empty house and then went to rob him. he Put up a fight then was shot in the leg. He didnt have a cell phone, So he delivered the next three pizzas and then went to work to call the police. Thats a tough mofo.

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I feel : okay

well i usually use this livejournal for nothing, whining about what my ex did to me 2 years of me abusing this poor livejournal, Well life isnt bad. Its fun, i have alota friends, talked to some old. but im 20 yrs old and now, well im too cool fo school... Just playing, I have been thinking all the time, which that is due to my ex, it seemed that all i could think about was her, forever it seemed, but i relized i dont need that and neither does she. Plus i live on the beach, im 20 its my prime cracka, time to have fun meet everyone around, and thats what the fuck im doing... Im offered this job out on the beach and that would prolly be better than fucking wnedys... they said they want to teach me managment, but i said Fuck NO! Ive seen too many people that waisted their lives on that, and with me joining the coast guard quite soon, theres no point. I already know the paperwork and could tell you anything about that shithole. Fuck that! i dont want to be 22 working till 2 am everynight, There was a time I was content with being that, but now being a fucking insomniac cause of my hours i have to work there, i cant do it forever... but shift there does make 11 hr... and enough overtime to just go crazy... But i like to wake up before noon. Im pissed though right now, I guess with all this moving shit around, my tv decided to just say fuck it, Ive been drinking with some friends all night and i wanted to play some madden and the fuck wont work, so i wired the other tv and the fucking VCR wont work cause its old and needs that to hook up the xbox... What will i do? So i feel alot smarter brighter, calmer and more content its been about 2 months sober. No weed no anyhting life is clearer. My choices are clearer. My previous actions are clearer. This kid told me i was soft at this party the other night cause i said i dont smoke... He said Why? "Becasue there came a time in my life where I decided to set my priorities and smoking weed does nothing for them..." He said like a smart ass "so your saying people that smoke have no priority" i almost said yes... But then I said "no but i dont wanna be a stupid mofo painting or working at wendys forever and with the things i want in life" He called me "soft" then i took him by the throat to the ground and squeezed till his eyes glazed and then told him he was soft cause he loves weed toomuch. Which i like pot. X is great too. Mad good times good memories, and i dont judge someone if they do drugs, but i dont do them anymore... been drinking tho, but its legalish... I have to work tommorow till 7 or 2 cause my managers do alright scedulingwork like 3 ten hour days then 2 5 hour days. and this week I get a 3 hour day, but i did alota work lately...im on the phone with a cute Newyorker chick, the accent is so cute... but she wants to hang out... well maybe, but i dont want anyone to like me. Im on a hiatus of sex drugs relationships. theres no point ever to search for love or even think about it unless you have it... Everytime I ever looked for love it was pointless. Everytime it just happened it just got better and better, but like drugs what ever they bring you up they bring you down too. Maybe next time i get smacked with some love shell be a soulmate. cause that brake up shit, well it sucks, and maybe she wont play games, or care about me no matter what. You know what though. Fuck it who cares, I found some pics awesome pics, all the LJ girls would love me in these when i had long hair, and never gave a fuck...but i dont have a scanner... so anyone around here have a scanner let me use it PLease

I feel : drunk

Life can be like this... Just got done unpacking... Life isnt bad...

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been around the world just trying to have fun, but the most entertainment ive found was without you...